Sunrise:)

"I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind... I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset" Agustana

Only insert Wilmington where it says Boston. Thats right, come January I'm moving. My cousin is already out there and well my parents are kicking me out of the house. Im scared I must admit, worried. But I know God will take care of me. Im also worried to leave my family when Im already leaving for the Navy. At least moving to NC ill be able to choose when I want to go visit home. But the place im moving to is beautiful. 10 minutes away from the beach, and on the other side is a river. I am super excited for the change. I need a sunrise, I need new people, I need to leave California. Now if only I can take all of my family with me, then it would be perfect. But at least Ill have my cousin:)) I mainly just need something new. Im sure you all know how im feeling right now. I was all ready and in the mind set of leaving in July when i got stuck here. Now im sure this is a nice place to live and I do not look down on anyone who has stayed here thier enitire life, I personally do not know how they do it. But as for me, I just need something new. I feel bad for my parents and in no way does me moving mean Im tired of them. Im just a 19 year old who wants to experiance life outside of the High Desert. So come January Im off. Im also going to pick up surfing when I get there. Because its 10 minutes from the beach. 10 minutes!!!!! im two hours right now. but its going to be 10 minute!!! im pretty excited about that.