sounds like life.

Sounds like life to me it ain’t no fantasy
It’s just a common case of everyday reality
Man I know it’s tough but you gotta suck it up
To hear you talk you’re caught up in some tragedy
It sounds like life to me

Went to the doctor yesterday. Got the news I didnt want to hear. Surgery. The good news? I can finish out my softball season, as long as I can live with the pain. My date is definatly getting pushed back and I have no idea when I will leave. It could be july, august, september, october, november, or december. I have no Idea when im leaving and that kinda sucks. I wish I could just leave right when I graduate. It would have been the perfect day to leave. not too early and not too late. but thats not going to happen. I might have to wait 3 or 4 months after july..I guess I just have to try and make the best of it.

More than studying, We have lives!

School has been such a wierd afterthought this year. With 44 school days left in my highschool career nothing has really changed. For this semester my goal really is straight B's. And I think im am accomplishing it very well. I leave for Europe in 5 days for two weeks, then have one more week of no school. Once I come back to school I have one more quarter left then highschool is over. I have to say Im pretty excited to be done and over with it. Whoever said highschool is the best years of you life are completely wrong and stupid. Highschool sucks. period. no ifs ands or buts about it. Moral of the story? There is way more to life than highschool and Im excited to find out what there is. All in all, I cannot wait to graduate.
xoxo KV.

cowboy crazy

Ive been pretty guy crazy latley, not saying I really want to date at the moment, Ive just been thinking a lot about what kind of guy I really want. I listen to country music SOO much that the type of guy i want has become a cowboy. Now I realize that not every man looks like the below picture. But without the hat and belt buckle, he would just look like an everyday normal tool. Lets face it, cowboys are hot. They have muscle from working all day and they are always tan. The hat just adds an extra WHAM!.

I dont want a country boy just because most of them are smokin, but most of the time what they stand for. A true country boy would never cheat you, he knows what he wants, and he most of the time has moral and values. So its for the accent, the hat, and the way he acts. and lets face it ladys. This fella^^^^ smokin. :] so this is my cowboy obssension. and I am going to marry one, We will live on a farm with horses and chickens.

Any man of mine

Since the begining of time women have always wanted the perfect man. Latley I have been thinking a lot about what kind of guy I really want. So far I havent had the best luck with guys and I think that is because I honestly have never sat down and thought about what I want in a guy. Well today I decided to make a list for what exactly I want in a boyfriend and husband.

First off I want him to be a good christian, I want him to rely on christ and God and to be active in his church. I want a man who is a MAN. I dont want a little boy, I want him to be a man inside and out.

1. Strong Christian faith.

2. A manly man

3. He must respect me and my family, he cannot be rude to my parents or my sisters.

4. He MUST repect me.

5. He has to be able to make me laugh

6. He cannot have a short temper

7. He has to like sports perferably baseball

8. I prefer to have a nice guy

9. A family orientated guy.

10. A cowboy:)

. Although looks are not the most important thing in a relationship I believe that it is still important that you are attracted to the guy. So these are the physical things I look for in a guy

1. Eye color I dont really care about I like any color as long as he has eyes.

2. he has to be averaged sized with muscles. I like a guy who is stronger than me and who looks it.

3. I have a thing for brunettes.

4. He has to be taller than me.

5. Achne kinda freaks me out, so I would prefer to have a clean face.

6. Taller than me.

Well thats about it. Theres my list of what I look for in a guy and I hope to find a guy like this in the future.

Orange you glad I didnt say banana?

Today was my mothers reunion for her church that she grew up in. It was extremely boring and I was ready to fall asleep. It took place at an orange grove and it was a very lovely home. so during the program while this old guy was singing a very slow boring song megan and I snuck out and walked around the area down this dirt road. There were some guys in the yard next to the house we were at riding thier dirt bikes around. one of them was pretty cute. Yea I know im boy crazy. We walked by this house that looked pretty creepy and pretened I was Indiana Jones. Then we had orange fights. We were throwing oranges at eachother and played soccer with a grape fruit. We went back to the house and I jumped on the trampaline with my little cousins Isabelle. We pretened we were birds. I then went back to the barn and it was over. So we drove home and went to in-n-out, needless to say it was a pretty fun day.

Back to my knee. I went to the Doctor yesterday and he told me that he thinks there is nothing seriously wrong with my knee. He thinks there might be a small, small tear but nothing a little rest cannot fix. So no surgery. The problem of whether or not I can still get a Rescue swimmer contract is still there. I dont know if I will have enough time to rest my knee and pass the test. See I have to have the contract for two months before I leave and at the rate that Im going I wont be ready to take a test anytime soon. So I have to make a choice. I really want to be a rescue swimmer because I really want to help people, and I really want to fly. Keep me in your prayers cause Im kinda stressing out right now. On a good side I leave for Europe in 9 days!!!!!:)

meniscus

So life is not exactly going the way I planned. Things feel like they have been falling apart latley and its not a good feeling. There is still hope but I will find out tomorrow. So Friday I went out running and while I was running my knee gave out and I fell. We went to the doctor he told me that I might have a torn meniscus. I havent been playing softball for a week along with running. I might have to get surgury and if that happens then Im done with softball and I wont get a rescue swim contract. I would just have to go in with an AD contract and after two years I can put in for rescue swimming. I just have to remind myself often that its all in God's timing and that he has a plan. It just kinda sucks because this is my last year to play and its hard. I know im a real good catcher and ball player. I just have to remember to look at the big picture and not just this year. Pray for me peeps:)