Best time of the year:)

Its that time:) Winter!:) I just love winter so so so so much. Football is in full swing. And DA Bears are division leaders. But most importantly. Its snowboarding season.

I plan on going at least 2 times a week until the end of the season. (only have to pay for gas. I get to ride for free) :) I just dropped my savings on a new board, bindings and boots, and getting a new jacket for christmas. Lets just say Im excited. Although I dont think that even covers it. Ill probably be pro by the end of the season. Im goin monday for the first time in a few years and hopefully Ill remember everything as to not embarrass myself. I should have probably gone alone or something before I decided to go with my friend who is basically pro. But itll still be fun. Snowboarding, where have you been all my life? :]

Pictures speak a thousand words.

mmmmm:)

30 looks into life

So i decided to write a list of 30 things about me. My life, my dreams, what im passionate about.

1. I want to be a "good christian" but sometimes I forget to pray, read my Bible, and love God.

2. I wish I didnt live at home. But up in the mountains with a mountian man and a gun.

3. I have a dream that includes helicopters and helping people.

4. I hate losing, but sometimes allow it to happen because I am such a people pleaser.

5. I see people who know of me. But really wish they knew me.

6. I do not like it when girls try to one up me

7. I actually really like Taylor Swift even though Ill never admit it out loud, same goes for gossip girl, and glee.

8. Im a loner, yet I hate to be alone.

9. There are two people in my life (not family) Who I would do absolutly anything for. and I mean anything.

10. Im addicted to movies

11. I LOVE the Dodgersm and would never choose a different team no matter how bad they got.

12. I secretly wish I was born in the south.

13.I love looking at pictures of people who used to be in my life, even if it makes me sad because I wish they were still in it.

14. sometimes I wish I could go back to highschool just to play the sports again.

15. Sometimes I wish I was a kid again, back when boys had cooties, daddy was my hero, and everyone was my friend.

16. I love Dogs.

17. I have this crazy old fashioned idea that guys are suposed to fight for the girl they want, and work for her. crazy right?

18. I can go and pursue a job that allows me to jump out of helicopters in the raging sea, but if theres a cute guy i like, its scares me.

19. I NEVER give up

20. My life goal is to fly helicopters to save souls, not just lives.

21. I have man shoulders, but im ok with it.

22. I have issues, but I remind myself that I am Gods daughter and he loves me.

23. Cocky idiotic guys annoy me. yet I would much rather hang out with them than girls.

24. Dont tell me I cant do something, because I will prove you wrong.

25. I was cheated on, and ever since then. I have learned that its normal, Whats wrong with this world?

26. Im sick of politics. yet I love them

27. Christmas is my favorite holiday, family, food,lights, and the birth of my Lord.

28. I want to do something great to help the world. but I dont know what.

29. Girls complain. ALOT. and its annoying.

30. I am happy with who I have become and who I am becoming.

Thank you

Every time I look at an American flag I think of the men and women who have given the ultimate sacrifice, Thier lives, so that we may fly that flag in the land of the free. Our nation has had many wars. And I am so grateful that none of them have found thier way to the mainland. So when ever you see a veteran, a soldier, a marine, or a sailor Say THANK YOU. They have defended our freedom with honor, and courage.

ME.

So its been a while since Ive blogged about me, where I am, and what Im doing. So here it is, a blog about me.

Well my knee is doing wonders and Ive been running 3 miles 3 times a day, havent exsactly gotten up to doing it all at once. but im almost there. I dont want to push to hard yet until I know how it can hold up. Latley Ive been told that Im too young to have the physical issues that I have, gee thanks joints for failing me. The wii tells me I have the balance and fittness of a 50 year old. But I guess thats what 5 years of being a catcher will do to you.

Ive been getting better since the end of summer and the begining of every one leaving for school. Ive been happier, Joyful. God has given me insight of what I really have in my life, And for the first time since may I am thankful for this extra time to spend in my hometown and with my family until I leave. I can honestly say I am not depressed any more and I have come to love where I am at in the moment. I have come to learn to live in the moments, not in the days. As a famous singer wrote "lifes not the breathes you take, but the moments that take your breathe away". This is how I decided to live my life. Too often I look to the future with the mentallity of the grass is always greener. But for now, im learning to live my life and not worry about what im going to do in 10 years. For the first time since the end of summer. I can honestly say LIFE IS GOOD. I have a wonderful loving family, and amazing friends that are here with me. Ive stopped looking on what I dont have, and started focusing on the amazing people in my life at the moment.
As most of you know by now Im not going to North Carolina any more. Im not mad or upset. It just shows me that God has something planned for me here in the desert. Even if it is just to spend some extra time with my family, because I know when I leave im going to be grateful for the extra 6 months I had to spend with the people who mean the most to me. My cousin is on her way home as Im writing this and I am so excited to see her. I miss her a lot and when she gets here, were going shopping:) So changes in life happen, I just have to learn how to roll with it. And believe me Im learning. I've been thrown a large amount of change ups in my life. But I guess I'll never learn to see them coming.
So thats whats been going on through my life. It may not seem exciting, but im content at the moment:)

November

Why hello november

Why hello November, didn't see you there.

November is here, and along with that comes a few things.
1. The new Rascal Flatts cd comes out
2. The new Call of Duty game comes out
3. It is 6 months since my surgery.

what that means is that come november 18 I can start the whole crazy proscess of signing up again. Only this time its going to take a lot longer than two days. More like a few months. But at least I can get the process going. Im excited for what the future is going to bring, a little scared. but excited. So bring it on November, Im ready for you.