ME.

So its been a while since Ive blogged about me, where I am, and what Im doing. So here it is, a blog about me.

Well my knee is doing wonders and Ive been running 3 miles 3 times a day, havent exsactly gotten up to doing it all at once. but im almost there. I dont want to push to hard yet until I know how it can hold up. Latley Ive been told that Im too young to have the physical issues that I have, gee thanks joints for failing me. The wii tells me I have the balance and fittness of a 50 year old. But I guess thats what 5 years of being a catcher will do to you.

Ive been getting better since the end of summer and the begining of every one leaving for school. Ive been happier, Joyful. God has given me insight of what I really have in my life, And for the first time since may I am thankful for this extra time to spend in my hometown and with my family until I leave. I can honestly say I am not depressed any more and I have come to love where I am at in the moment. I have come to learn to live in the moments, not in the days. As a famous singer wrote "lifes not the breathes you take, but the moments that take your breathe away". This is how I decided to live my life. Too often I look to the future with the mentallity of the grass is always greener. But for now, im learning to live my life and not worry about what im going to do in 10 years. For the first time since the end of summer. I can honestly say LIFE IS GOOD. I have a wonderful loving family, and amazing friends that are here with me. Ive stopped looking on what I dont have, and started focusing on the amazing people in my life at the moment.
As most of you know by now Im not going to North Carolina any more. Im not mad or upset. It just shows me that God has something planned for me here in the desert. Even if it is just to spend some extra time with my family, because I know when I leave im going to be grateful for the extra 6 months I had to spend with the people who mean the most to me. My cousin is on her way home as Im writing this and I am so excited to see her. I miss her a lot and when she gets here, were going shopping:) So changes in life happen, I just have to learn how to roll with it. And believe me Im learning. I've been thrown a large amount of change ups in my life. But I guess I'll never learn to see them coming.
So thats whats been going on through my life. It may not seem exciting, but im content at the moment:)