Whos hurting

Any time I see a friend hurting I know there would be nothing I wouldnt do to take away thier pain. If there was anything i could do or say to make them stop hurting I would. I listen, I make them laugh, I take on thier burdens so they wont have to. I help, its what I do, and I love it. But there always seems to be one person I forget about, ME.
Im so busy taking loads off everyone else that I forget about my own burdens. But its ok right? They can just stay burried. I can just hide them away. No one wants to hear about my problems any way. Right? Wrong. The more I pushed the pain back, the stronger it became. Something so small became monumental in my mind, but I still couldnt let it out. I would just keep pushing it back farther, and farther, until it started eating away at my mind. Until the day I let it all out on some unexpecting innocent bi stander. I have to learn to let people in. and to know that I have friends who care about me, and who want to help me. Most importantly, I have my Lord, who is always with me no matter what, who carries me, and who LOVES me.

reminders

Every day I could do one of two things. 1. I could let life get me down because it is never going to go my way. or 2. I could just take life as it comes and say to myself. "oh well, not a drama" I could choose to be sad, or I could choose to be happy. I could choose to let certain things effect me for worse, or for better. The point is, I have a choice. to be happy, sad, mad or to just not care. I choose two things, to be happy and just not care. So what that one guy doesnt want to date me, lets just be friends:) so what EVERYONE is super busy, just go make new friends:) so what I only have one super close friend in the HD, ill be the best friend shes ever had:) so what im stuck in the desert for another 6 months, ill just make the best of it:) Life has choices, you can sit and watch others live thier lives. or you can live your own. I choose happiness please:) JOY comes from the Lord:) Fill me with Your love, peace, and JOY.

Joyus time

Can I just say.

I LOVE CHRISTMAS.:)

Undateable

So Ive already made a post about the kind of guy I want to date. But now im makin one about the undateable. (this is purley opinionated for me only)

1. Not a christian

2. Gets drunk ALL the time

3. The above guy^ aka a tool.

4. someone who only cares, and talks about themselves

5. a couch potatoe

6. a guy who is 2 inches or more shorter than me

7. that one guy who thinks he is the best think to walk the planet.

8. He watches twilight

9. His idea of a friday night is to go out and pick up as many girls as he can

10.If he has all the windows rolled down and pumps his music up as loud as he can so that everyone(whether you want to or not) can listen to his music along with him

11. disrespectful to others

12. Gangster

13. Skater

14. the guy who not only doesnt watch sports, but hates them period.

15. He has 20 billion friends and only about 5 of them are guys. the rest are annoying slutty girls.

16.Will only date a girl if shes a size zero and flaunts everything shes got.

17. cant do a pushup to save his life.

18. the guy who hits on every girl that walks by him.

19. someone who is scared of everything and anything

20. and last but not least. an idiot.