Picture Perfect.

So my cousin decided to do this on her blog. So therefore Im going to follow her lead and do this too:)

31 Day Photo Challenge:
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 04 - A picture of your night
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the craziest things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture and a letter
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of yourself

Movin Forward

So yesterday I went down to San Diego to visit meps again. Spent half the day in waiting rooms at doctors offices. waiting, aka sleeping. Ill be waiting another month or so to get my waiver then pass the PST.
Im moving forward. But I probably wont feel like it until I pass my first PST. I can not wait until I get my contract. This is what Ive been waiting for. Life to move forward. To actually be able to start doing what ive been working taward for the past two years.

2010.

while one year is ending, another begins. And by the grace of God, I made it through. 2010 had its ups and downs, and downs, and downs. But I really need to learn something. To be thankful for the good things, and not focus on the bad. Now that I look at that year in depth, I realized, it was a great year. I thank God for his hand in my life. I am actually thankful that my ex cheated on me, or I would have still been with that jerk. I am thankful for the oppurtunity to become closer to my class mates. I was allowed the chance to venture to Europe, and the oppurtunity to graduate from a great highschool. I made friendships, and I broke them. I was allowed the chance to see a good friend whom i miss dearly, and I lost a friend, who i know is rejoicing with Christ. I found a new passion, and I learned some patience. And most of all, I was allowed the chance to spend more time with my family and friends. So as 2010 is over, 2011 begins. My prayer is that God teaches me to become thankful in all situations, no matter how bad it seems. Adios 2010. Bonjour 2011.

Whos hurting

Any time I see a friend hurting I know there would be nothing I wouldnt do to take away thier pain. If there was anything i could do or say to make them stop hurting I would. I listen, I make them laugh, I take on thier burdens so they wont have to. I help, its what I do, and I love it. But there always seems to be one person I forget about, ME.
Im so busy taking loads off everyone else that I forget about my own burdens. But its ok right? They can just stay burried. I can just hide them away. No one wants to hear about my problems any way. Right? Wrong. The more I pushed the pain back, the stronger it became. Something so small became monumental in my mind, but I still couldnt let it out. I would just keep pushing it back farther, and farther, until it started eating away at my mind. Until the day I let it all out on some unexpecting innocent bi stander. I have to learn to let people in. and to know that I have friends who care about me, and who want to help me. Most importantly, I have my Lord, who is always with me no matter what, who carries me, and who LOVES me.

reminders

Every day I could do one of two things. 1. I could let life get me down because it is never going to go my way. or 2. I could just take life as it comes and say to myself. "oh well, not a drama" I could choose to be sad, or I could choose to be happy. I could choose to let certain things effect me for worse, or for better. The point is, I have a choice. to be happy, sad, mad or to just not care. I choose two things, to be happy and just not care. So what that one guy doesnt want to date me, lets just be friends:) so what EVERYONE is super busy, just go make new friends:) so what I only have one super close friend in the HD, ill be the best friend shes ever had:) so what im stuck in the desert for another 6 months, ill just make the best of it:) Life has choices, you can sit and watch others live thier lives. or you can live your own. I choose happiness please:) JOY comes from the Lord:) Fill me with Your love, peace, and JOY.

Joyus time

Can I just say.

I LOVE CHRISTMAS.:)

Undateable

So Ive already made a post about the kind of guy I want to date. But now im makin one about the undateable. (this is purley opinionated for me only)

1. Not a christian

2. Gets drunk ALL the time

3. The above guy^ aka a tool.

4. someone who only cares, and talks about themselves

5. a couch potatoe

6. a guy who is 2 inches or more shorter than me

7. that one guy who thinks he is the best think to walk the planet.

8. He watches twilight

9. His idea of a friday night is to go out and pick up as many girls as he can

10.If he has all the windows rolled down and pumps his music up as loud as he can so that everyone(whether you want to or not) can listen to his music along with him

11. disrespectful to others

12. Gangster

13. Skater

14. the guy who not only doesnt watch sports, but hates them period.

15. He has 20 billion friends and only about 5 of them are guys. the rest are annoying slutty girls.

16.Will only date a girl if shes a size zero and flaunts everything shes got.

17. cant do a pushup to save his life.

18. the guy who hits on every girl that walks by him.

19. someone who is scared of everything and anything

20. and last but not least. an idiot.