New World& addictions

Wow, I never realized how hard it is to stay off Facebook. I guess that just means I made the right choice in deleting it. It had become an addiction, and addictions are bad. They are placed above God.Any time something becomes an addiction it controls your life. There should only be one addiction in my life, and it should be God.
On the New World side of things I started my first job ever yesterday. Well, I dont think you can really call it starting. It was a sort of training. I felt like I was back in school reading packets and filling out worksheets. I spent three hours yesterday in a tiny room reading all these diffrent packets. It was, well how should I say, boring. Today should be better, as I think im done with the whole packet reading side of things. Hopefully God uses me here at this job to help someone who needs it. While I'm excited to start this new job, mainly because it's something to do and it's a way to get money, I am even more excited for November. If I am ready, November is the month I can sign up again for the Navy. The rescue swim thing is still a very big want in my life, and an even bigger passion. I'm working hard and I can't wait to start running again. Passing this test will be one of the biggest accomplishments in my life and I cannot do it with out God. Thank you to everyone who is being supportive of me and my decision in this. I know it looks bad to others that I am basically doing nothing for 9 months, but to all of you who have been so supportive in my life, you have helped me more than you could imagine.

Graduations.. yes plural

Today was my sister B's Graduation from BIOLA U. Im so proud of her for graduating. We sat out in the sun for almost an hour to wait for her to be called so she could go up on stage and get her diploma. Well it wasnt her real one, but it was a representative of it. After she got her dipoloma I left and sat a building with Mey talking about truth and what not. She kept saying you can tell the truth and not be honest, thats a lie. After the Graduation we went to B's sister in laws to have a little grad party for her. All of my moms side of the family was there minus one family, and my dads parents. The party was pretty fun. We took some pictures of B, R, and me in our cap and gowns. It was a pretty fun weekend.

Graduation is in T minus 6 days:))

Tomorrow is the last time I EVER have to see Mr. Douche. Im pretty excited. If I didnt even see him tomorrow I would be pretty happy. Oh well. we dont always get what we want.

Im breaking my no facebook rule today to get some pictures that I want off of it. That is the only reason. After this im going back to not going on.

I got my Graduation dress today at Target!!!! its so cute. Im in love with it. well not in love, but I really like it.

last day blues.... only minus the blues part.

Today was the last day of school. wierd. it didnt feel like it. Classes just kinda ended. it was so odd. All of my teachers were just like "have a good life." after four years of giving them all my blood sweat and tears, thats all they had to say. Thanks guys!. Im soooooo happy its done. I mean I have one final. an English one. but im not fretting about it. its just a test on Lord of the flies, interesting book. Yes Im reading it. I know most people do not read the books that thier teacher gives them, and they may be right, but Im reading this one. Time to go read. This whole not going on facebook thing is very hard. But I can do it. I know I can

Re-do

So my break from social networking gave me to oppertunity to not only get some reading done, but to re-do and deep clean my room. I switched around some stuff and added a few things. My bed used to be in the middle of the room, I didnt have a couch, and I moved the desk. I also added a WW2 helmet display I made with an american helment in the middle with a german, belgium, british, and french flag around it. Kinda like a memorial. It was actually a ton of fun to clean and get a lot of things out of the way. On other news. I gave my puppy this stuffed animal dog that my dousche bag ex gave me. I thought she would tear it up like she has in the past with all the other ones I gave her. She decided that she would rather hump it. Yes, you heard me right, hump it. I of course laughed out of disgust, then yelled at her and told her she needs to chew it up. I mean, thats why I gave it to her in the first place. Sick little dog. Oh well. 1 day of school left, 9 days till Graduation and counting.

A break off of social networking

I decided this week that I am not going to go on facebook until after my texas trip. So thats over 20 days of no facebook. Yesterday I was sitting finished with all my homework and other work and I had absolutly nothing to do!. Which is a big thing for me. I HATE having nothing to do. So I wanted to go on facebook, you know how many hours a day I am on facebook. probaly about 5 or 6 hours a day. Its crazy. My experiment will be interesting, especially since School is basically over, which means I have to actaully find something to do other than watch tv and sit on facebook. Maybe ill redecroate my room? maybe ill take the dog for a walk?maybe ill read? who knows. The possibilities are endless!! All I know is I spend WAY to much time on facebook and I need to chill out.

Im planning on doing a lot this summer. To go on trips, to do things I have never done before, go camping, go to San Fransisco, rock climbing, beach trips, and spend time with friends. I plan on spending a ton of time with my friends. This is my last summer with them. and Im greatful God gave me a few more months to spend with them. I plan on making this the most epic summer ever. Also I plan on spending time with some of the peeps from my class. My class finally decided to do things together when we only have a week left till graduation.

Senior Ditch day was absolutly sooooo much fun. I loved it. We went down to huntington beach and just chilled out. There were quite a few people there and I got pretty close to some of the girls in my class. I love them all so much, they are absolutly amazing. These girls are the most real girls I have met in a long time. They are who they are and they dont try to be something else. I love them both:))

After senior ditch day there was Sr. Jr. Luau. That was pretty fun, the entire jr, and sr. class went down to salt creek beach for a fun day of just hanging out. Amber was crowned Island princess, I voted for her. This year has just been the most fun I have ever had with my class.

Christianity in war.

Last night I got into a debate with a guy at a coffee shop. He was saying in so many words that it is unchristain to be in the military. I had never heard this line of thought before so I decided to go ahead and take him on. He never fully answered any of the questions that I had asked, but I just let it slide since I was not completely educated on the subject. Sometimes the best thing you can do is just keep asking questions even if you dont know what you are talking about. And if you dont know what they are talking about, ask some more questions. Now I did not win this debate or anything, but it did get me thinking. So I went home to my facebook and posted it as a status to see what people would say. Turns out a thriving discussion appeared. Here is my conclusion to this discusison.

First things first, dont argue things that you dont really care about. It makes people frustrated at you and you just sound stupid. Secondly. do not get into a discussion with Adam Rodriguz. If you are against him, you will lose. Thirdly. Do not try to get off track of the discussion, try to stay on the subject instead of talking about things that are completely irrelevent. I came to the conclusion that it is not unchristian to join the military. Look at that, the same as when I started. Yes the Bible states do not kill, but you have to study the intent. In so many words it is do not murder. All killings are not murder. Although the ends do not justify the means, do the means justify the ends? Is it sinful to join the military? I believe no. But thats the point. This entire discussion is based on what you believe or your opinion, and there is no use arguing opinions. Discusions are to find truth. And the truth is, it is NOT sinful to join the military as long as you are always serving God first.

Stay Beautiful:]]

So the surgery date is set. May 18. I know its a small one, but im still nervous with anything that mentions the words kelsey and surgery in the same sentance. At least I get to finish out my season. wich we are not doing to great in, but any season that is better than my freshman year( we didnt win any games) is a good one. Right now my team is in 4th, and it does not look like we are going to playoffs. Which frankly i am okay with. I dont like play off games becasue we NEVER win. ever. I cannot remember the last time I personally have been on a team that has won a playoff game. so really it is not that big of a deal for me. My dad on the other hand. I have no idea what he is going to do when Im done with sports. It seems like his whole life revolves around my sports. Seriously. Its what brings him joy in life. Get this, Last year I joined the team late and my coach didnt give me a letter, but I played in every season game. My dad went insain and is still trying to get my letter from last year, personally I dont care. But he does. so whatever gives him joy.
Ugh... all this senior stuff is getting so stressful. This buisness project is going to be the end of me. I just cannot wait till its all over. I barley have to deal with any of it, yet I still feel the stress in the class. We are all counting down the days to where we never have to deal with highschool again. Although I am not looking forward to basically doing nothing from september to Febuary. That time is going to be so boring, while all my friends are busy in school, I'll be at the gym 24/7. I seriously cannot wait until I leave. The Lord is really teaching me patience. and I guess all I can do is sit and listen. I am excited about going to Texas. Mainly just because of who Im going with. I know I can always trust her and I can tell her absolutly Anything. I know she will never judge me and she wants the best for me. I love my friend. :) so stay beautiful ya'll.